TATOO

Jenn Tattoo photoBe Strong and do not lose courage, for there is reward in your work. 2 Chronicles 15:7

 

A never-ending soliloquy scrolled through my brain asking to be heard so that it could be corrected by the editor of life. It was a constant reminder of my feelings of worthlessness. My mind was void of self-love and fraught with emotional turmoil that lugged me into a space of believing my life’s work was not good enough for God.

 

I contemplated my struggles and lack of inner peace. Once a month, at Sunday morning service, I would sit pouring my heart out onto the blue prayer request card gently coaxing the prayer team to pray for me. Each ended with a request that they receive prayer and blessing as well.

 

Weeks after a particularly hard request, I forgot about it and moved on. I sat at my desk opening my mail. To my surprise there was a handwritten envelope from the prayer team. I opened it and a card with an image of mountains surrounded by fluffy clouds and a pinkish-orange sky jumped out. A patch of velum glued to the inside of the card carried a bible verse that spoke of strength, courage and reward. I left the card on my desk for about a week but when my clutter became unbearable, the card found a new home in my recycle bin.

 

Two months later, I decided I was going to adorn myself with a tattoo. I wanted something that would speak clear meaning into my daily life. I looked at images online. I flooded my brain with hearts and overused quotes until finally I gave up on looking.

 

My body slunk down comfortably into my office chair and my eyes landed on a small piece of paper on my desk. I picked it up and saw a familiar phrase staring me in the face, “Be strong and do not lose courage for there is reward in your work”. The velum paper, my tiny piece of prayer, had found its way back to me months after being cast aside. It was fully detached from the card, but the words were about to find a far more permanent home: One that would serve as my daily reminder of the rewards in my life.

 

Lord, show me how to be strong and courageous so that I may experience the impact and rewards of my work here on this earth. Amen.

 

Jennifer Bierma is a certified massage therapist, business owner, psychic medium and the author of the memoir, A Life Lived Medium: A Psychic’s Journey from Fearful to Almost Fearless. Her connection to spirit gives her a unique call to action in life that she believes motivates people to live out their goals in an authentic way and create a ripple that empowers others to live their lives to the fullest. For a full bio, blog posts or to purchase her book go towww.JenniferBierma.com.

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